zaero_an

2009-07-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

got very much upset for the past few days

although problem was solved

but still very very upset

i'm not invited for my bf's graduation ceremony

when my best friend's ex bf is begging her to go

glad for my bestie, sad for myself

trying not to make my emotions go out of hand

and cause a big commotion over it again

BUT

today was still a happy day(:

met up with mel, beatrice, daryl, deb, beanie and se today at clarke quay!(:

I MISS BEATRICE TAN!

I WANT HER BACK IN HALL!

my bestest best neighbour who is always busy

but there for me!

had dinner at fisherman's wharf

and just sat there and talked for super duper long(:

beatrice was really nice to accompany me to outram mrt

before going together.

apparently we only stay less than 200m away

from each other. hahas

really really hope we can meet up more often!

i think i will miss daryl too. he's going sheares.

pouts.

siangmui was really nice too!

she got me a birthday present!:D

its a anna sui pouch(:

love it! hahas

siangmui rocks!

2009-07-07T14:04:00.002+08:00

was supposed to meet joycelin and xhei today

but my cramps and diarrhoea caught me by surprise.

my cramps were neverrrrr sooo painnnn.

had the ultimate blow today.

nearly died-ed

the whole morning i just row around in bed

and the many trips to the toilet.

soo nua now.

doubt i will be able to go anywhere today

and i wasted my morning away yesterday

went off to JB with my parents to renew my passport

cause i will be going to batam this weekend(:

and what are the chances of meeting my computing

buddy there?! 150%! hahas

went out with jloh for dinner

everyone! go try the beancurd at the new

amk hub dessert shop on 2nd floor.

yummylicious!(:

speaking of which,

cant wait for batam!(:

hehehehes

lalalala

i suck, cause i've never been there!

but i will be goinggggg(:

devastating day

2009-07-03T19:42:00.002+08:00

oh man.

this was so devastating for me

heart broken & disappointed.

dont know how to say it,

as though my tears will roll again

if i have to relive this horrible experience

at OSA.

all in all,

i'm not in business yet

and i will only know by the end of july

the higher my hopes

the greater the disappointment

wanted to burst in to tears

and ultimately i did

but the day pass by well

my parents sort of tried to comfort me

and went for lunch at chinatown with me

and check out those clothing suppliers i alws

wanted to cause i wanna look in to the

possibility of starting up my own online shop.

so if anyone knows of a good supplier

please let me know

i will be very grateful

thanks in advance

BUSINESS here i come!

2009-07-01T19:34:00.002+08:00

O. M. G!

i cant believe it.

seriously!

when the admin person

called to inform me that

i've been accepted by NUS Biz.

dreammm. come. through

no more fears and worries of failing

any computing modules.and more enjoyable

lectures and tutorials(:

i hope i will do well!

i must work hard!

yay yay yay!

and i went out to eat lunch

and play lan with joycelin and kim

again!

lalala.

Happy 20th Birthday to me(:

2009-06-30T18:48:00.005+08:00

oh wow. i havent posted for decades! (1mth ago)

contemplating whether to put my fingers to work everytime i visit other's blogs

and here i am(:

i just celebrated my 20th birthday with everyone i love.

mydarling, joycelin, kim, xhei, elsie, alvina, huizhen, connie.

thankew so much! important people in my life(: and of course my family.

spent the whole week last week going out ever since joycelin sng came back

from aussie. shop shop shop. eat eat eat. play lan play lan play lan. all day long.

had a wonderful night out at astons and giraffe to celebrate my bday with all of them(:

and because it's my bday week and my darling was busy previously with work.

he spent the rest of the week from thurs to sunday with meeee(:

and he gave me a huge surprise by bringing me to "his secret place" -- House at dempsey.

its sooo me place! green house lookalike that provides spa, bar and restuarant.

the ambience rocks! i wanna go there with him every year for bday!

the great surprise was he got the waiters and waitresses to serve strawberry shortcake

with HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN written on the plate and a candle. they even sang a song.

SUPER SWEET and CUTE(:

the funny thing was, i turned around the moment the waiters and waitresses were

bringing the cake so one of them screamed lol :P

2009-05-27T13:02:00.003+08:00

looks like i wun get my job.

went for an interview at moe

with hei on monday. they'll be

calling today if they want us.

and its already 1pm! oh sobs.

think i will just play my holiday

away.tryyy to find like super short

term kinda job or sth.

happythings:

went for a one day tour at chinatown
with jloh yesterday. he wanted to bring

me to my earring diy heaven there.cause

there are ALOT of cheap earrings beads &

materials. spent like 20over!but LOVE IT.

im in to diy earring now(: maybeh one day

when i m good i can consider selling them.
at the moment i just like the feel of making

pretty earrings(:

see. i made this for my lovely neighbour

mandi dizonny (below)

althought its like buyable outside.

its cheaper to make yourself(:

isit it sweet? i love roses**hinthint**

had alot of YUMMYLICIOUS food

at chinatown yesterday too! SUPER!

had my fave spagetti and chickenwings

at a marketplace there, then we had

SUPERNICE CURRY FISHBALL!

after the hot and spicy one i ate at

amkhub with kim, i'm in love with

such fishballs(: then we had desserts

and the famous maxwell porridge.

YUMM... i wanna go and eat again!(:

reesults will be out on friday. what time ah?

i dunno at all. hahas cant wait. i reallyreally

hope i meet my expectations.

godblessme!

2009-05-24T11:16:00.002+08:00

wow. i just realised i havent updated for a week.
althought i am at home most of the time. hahas

just too lazy.
went out with friends & darling.
but just feel very detached. wanna meet
my heihei and kim everyday but they
are busy. feel so weird during the holidays

and i finish my boys over flowers already
so sadd.... hahas
i really hope i get the job with heihei.
then can see beloved heihei everyday(:

mwahs

2009-05-14T20:42:00.005+08:00

i am officially a SKW.

Sai Kang Warrior.

in hall do sai kang,

at home also do sai kang for my mum.

every morning i wakeup, she will tell me

a whole list of things i need to do for her.

pack the house, clean every surface area,

fold clothes etc.

have been doing that for the whole week

since i came back home from hall. guess i

will just help my mum since i've never really

helped her with housework after moving in

to hall. hahas but i dont get paid!

i waant a JOB!

sobs.

at least now i some time to go out.

went prawning with jloh, beanie and SE last sat

i think. hahas cant really rem when. havent blogged

in ages. yesterday went to eat my fave kenny rogers!

yumyum. and sang 5 hours of kbox. and i finally gotta

meet my LOVELY kimkim and heihei! (:

yupps. me and the 2 idiots i LOVE(:

met heihei for lunch first, as ALWAYS,

amkhub food junction fried fish soup,
and we had our bubbletea at our fave

bubbletea drinking spot at the stairs.

and kim came!

off we went for LEFT 4 DEAD.

finallllyyy...

hahahas

was sooo funnnyyyy and we had

loads of fun. all my F**K F**K F**K

came out. i totally suck!

and we visited NTUC.
i kept tripping over things

and banging into things. gosh.

FREAKIN EMBARRASSING.

i tripped over a box behind me while taking this photo,

fell, slowwww motiooonnn...

heihei left after ntuc trip.

and we went to shop for nail polish!(:

lalala. its a happy day today!(: MWAHS

2009-05-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

ohgosh.

i desperately need a job!
sent SO MANY resumes alr.
and i still cant find or even get an interview!

pekcek.
anyone has any lobang??
i think if i still cant find by nxt week i will just go to an agency.
pouts.

spent the WHOLE day packing JUST my CLOSET...
how come i have soo many things and i never knew?!
i think this week i will just go out, chill and spend my time packing and cleaning.

wednesday will be going jb will my darling(:
miss him so much alr. absence makes the heart fonder.
lalala

2009-05-02T21:05:00.003+08:00

EXAMS OVER!

HAHAS YIPPEE! exams are finally over. felt like a long, tough trip to the land of exams. accumulation of days of insufficient rest and desire to relax. finally, everything ended with geography paper this morn, 11pm! 6 modules this semester, plus a determination to study hard, do all tutorials and pay attention at every lectures. i broke my record thou... slept in one of my programming lecture. finally i can sleep hard. darling ended today as well(: cant wait for next weeek. gotta enjoy our last week together in hall, cause he's graduating already. sobs. sometimes i get really really emo. about it. but i must have FAITH! exactly one more week to our 7th month. lucky 7(: not a very long period, but a fulfilling period. i finally managed to overcome my horrible exams from last semester, all the transfering and admin stuff, and studyinghard this sem. my best present this year for my birthday is definitely good results and a loving relationship(: although i am already very happy with my coach clutch bag as an early present from my sister. just rocks to have a working sister! hehehe.

not really looking forward to the holidays though. yet to know what i wanna do this holiday. definitely gonna work and earn some cash, seeing that i am such a shopaholic and my darling's birthday and his neighbour's birthday all around the corner. *ahem*, i'm nice. hahas but i definitely know some things that i wanna accomplish this holiday.

- spend alot alot more time with my beloved friends
after the long separation due to busy hall life and different universities.

- really wanna meet up with my neighbours and hall friends this holiday,
break the curse of holiday separation.

- celebrate all my friend's birthday and of cause, my darling and my birthday(:

- have loads of fun at bluebloood and FWOC. and look forward to school and friends again.

hrmms. ohyah. i've gotta exercise during the holidays! i dont wanna be a fat pig after holidays.

2009-04-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

ROARS !
manymany things done in the past week.
block command was a ULTIMATE SUCCESS(:
the block comm and everyone in the block were really
happy and enjoyed the long night, "initiation" for the FYFs,
looking at my darling struggle with the blindfold, our THIRD
FLOOR GIRLS PERFORMANCE that we put ALOT of effort into.
like trained many hours for 4days, think of the dance steps every min
till i miss my bus stop twice in a week. then there was the block com welfare
pack last night, everyone appreciated it(: the best reward the blk comm-ers
can get. everyone is studying really hard, so am i! HAHAS hrmms.

so GOODLUCK!
oh and I BOUGHT MY DOROTHY PERKIN'S DRESS!:D
ILOVEJOYCELIN!

2009-04-17T00:33:00.002+08:00

i miss xiaohei, kim and joycelin.
the only ones who make me feel
like i will never be alone. although
we are miles apart.

its not about the distance,
its how much you care and
how much effort you put in
to show that you care no matter
what. friendships so strong will not
be threatened by anything, not time,
distance, quarells, "new-comers" or
boyfriends.

it wun be "oh she has a boyfriend now,
she wont come, dont bother asking..."
it will be "she needs time with her boyfriend,
but i'm sure she will make time to join us if we ask"

2009-04-14T12:26:00.003+08:00

one plus week more to exams.
i havent start studying. have been
VERY busy with command stuff.

i am really afraid i cant finish studying
or i wun do well. hopefully everything will
be fine. i must try to study while doing command stuff.

jiayou!
tmr is blk command already.
after tmr i can finally concentrate hard on studying.

i must not give up.
else i will waste all the effort i put in
throughout this whole, tough semester.

2009-04-07T09:46:00.002+08:00

ohno! my eyes are all puffy.
tonight not pretty for command already :P

had a rough night last night.
cant finish my marketing individual assignment,
not sure how to do it. have to finish today before
command else i cant submit tmr. i have to submit
my group's marketing project too. my references
are not done. blehs. i need sleep...desperately!
toughtough week ahead. after i submit all my marketing
work, i still have CS1105, and i only have 2 days!
i wanna sleep ... ): hopefully tonight command will be good.
at least worth me going down and not using the time to do work
instead. hais. hope jloh will enjoy it too.

made aapple crumbler and everyone liked it(:
maybe i will make for command supper if i have time.
still have to rush the command present for next wednesday.
tired...
think i m gonna giveup soon...

2009-04-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

YAY!

i finally finished my programming practical exam
that i chiong-ed for for a week already!
SHIOKS!

had a bad tummyache during the exam,
went to shit halfway :P

on the night before, had a good rest
before the exam day. for the first time
i feel that i've prepared myself well for an
exam and i don't really have to worry.
really happy for myself today(:

anws had a dessert supper for the block on thurday(:
damn yummy! especially the first floor chocolate fondue that
i helped with! and brenda's butter cake! and baolai's tiramisu!
and danieltan's cheesecake! and rootbeer float!
HOHOHO.

if only we have such supper everyweek HAHAS
quoted from our dear mojojoJOE.

hrmms. next week have to start rushing all my other projects already.
my marketing assignment, marketing project and CS1105 project!
cant wait for it all to be over, and have a really good date on good friday(:
then start studying hard for 2 weeks before exams!

2009-04-03T11:03:00.002+08:00

i am dying.
cant wait for tmr.

hope i will do well for programming practical exam tmr.
please reward me for my hardwork!

sat in front of the computer programming
and doing projects everyminute of the day
except during meals for the past week.

after practical exam then i have to CHiONG
every other project and start studying.
so technically, i still have to endure days
of studying every minute non stop for
4 more weeks before exams are over!

so jiayou everyone!.
i hope my darling have fun at command
next tuesday and command supper(:
mwahs

2009-03-29T12:34:00.003+08:00

ROAR beanie! i'm updating!

alrights. last week was a busy week, as usual.

and i foresee 2more weeks of busy-ness = stagnant blog

and then a bit of rest before i chiong for final exams!
cant really remember what happened last week,
not enough brain cells to remember.

on thursday, the USE TO BE THE HAPZ 1st floor,
is once again alive!
we had a mini steaamboat gathering outside jloh's room
somewhere near the grass patch.
went out super early to buy the meat and prawns and what not.
had yummy coffeebean breakfast at west coast plaza first with jloh.
beatrice's favourite breakfast apparently.
and went to sheng shiong to buy
LIVE PRAWNS we had. YUMMY! sweet and crunchy. hohoho.
and i painstakingly cut all the chicken and beef we bought.
SO TIRING!
but it was worth it. DAMN NICE!
tOMYAM SOUP BASE!
miss the times we spent together at first floor.
must treaasure it befor everyone leaves ):

then there was block supper.
and hard mugging for programming sit in lab.
which i dint finish in time for the first time, no one finished. yucks.

went out for a while on friday with jloh(:
ate alot of rubbish.
and now i am at home,
doing projects again.

havent had a proper relaxing weekend for 3weeks already.
everyday just mug and do projects.
oh but i went to play ball with my dearest team mates again
yesterday at ajc. shioks! but the weather super hot! neaarly died...
i havent even walked under the hot sun for a long long time. :X
my coach asked if i have a bf, and end up i paotoh everyone else's r/s :P
he got so talkative yesterday.
i miss my coach.

2009-03-24T18:36:00.002+08:00

yay!

i'm happy again!
see what i mean by all the ups and downs??

went to cheer myelf up with jloh,
waffle cottage at west coast plaza again!
LOVE THE WAFFLES!(: yummy.
had bacon bits waffles wich. hohoho.
and thats prob my dinner... too full for anything else.
and jloh is out for his 3hour lecture again. sianns.

tonight, finally watching HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
with my dear neighbours(: yippee! bought snacks to munch on from shengsiong too(:

i better start studying again.
mugger joan (:

but i dunno what to start studying... hrmms.
too manyyyyy pouts

i wonder whats happening to my dear IT idiot friend in australia now.
i miss you joycelin!

2009-03-24T12:18:00.004+08:00

feeling down.

tiredd of the ups and downs in a r/s.
the happier you get at one moment,
the more upset and heartbroken you'll be the next moment.

2009-03-22T17:50:00.004+08:00

oops. i just realised i last blogged 1 week ago.

my appetite is atrocious last week. STRESS lol

its either i am soo tired that i have no appetite,

or i am soo tired that i wanna reward myself and end up

eating expensive food with jloh. $$$fly away.

had lerkthai, expensive icecream, kinder joy!, mcdonald's breakfast,

fish and co, and sushi!

sobs. my money and my weight....):

i would rather not have appetite, lose some weight.

went to watch DETROIT METAL CITY with my sister at marina.

RELAX(: its like the cock-est and funniest movie by L from deathnote!

yes! the cool one! mwahs.

he is damn cock in this movie. nerdy look, loves stupid love songs and dreams

to be such a singer. but fate brought him to become a DEATH METAL lead singer.

and behind that make up, he is still the nerd him. damn funny!

catch it if u dont mind japanese comedy and a super noisy one.

there are SO many movies i wanna watch!

17 AGAIN - ZAC EFRON!

SHOPAHOLIC

SNIPER! -- edison chen!:P

2009-03-16T21:34:00.003+08:00

have been so busy recently.
everyday i have schoolwork.

tutorials, webcasts, lectures, projects, labs, assignments.

so tired. i want a vacation!
even if its just a short onee.
i need fun! i need to play! happy!

and so is jloh. busy as ever.
if boyfriend=finalyear,
joan misses him all the time!
no little chats and cuddles as often.
no watching funny dramas and shows together.
no movies and weekends datings.
pouts):

and recently my neighbours are all busy with other stuff.
lonely...

think i must smile more.
be more friendly. hahas!
tough task.

looking forward to thurs and fri night with xiaoting.
we're going be nerds and join the website building enrichment program!
hohoho.
and lets pray for xiaoting,
cause she wants a hot handsome instructor,
impossible to find in SOC

oh and i think my blogskin is nice,
yet conflicting.
stars and nightsky VS rainbow?

2009-03-13T17:25:00.002+08:00

WATCHMEN!

was actually quite a nice movie.
but everyone thinks it sucks. lol i wonder why?
maybeh because there's the blue john with his dangling thing,
or all the weird lil sex scenes with HILARIOUS music!

but i feel that it had a good political theme behind it all.
maybeh a dream of peace that cant be realised in reality.
and the american dream, that seems to not be turning out
the way it should be.

hence the creation of the movie,
a another pavement to the dreams that has yet to come true?

the action or gruesomeness was quite nice too. hoho!
and that hot bode of mr blue mahanttan ;)

wasn't that bad a movie. was expecting much less of it.
but the best is still marley and me! super duper superb touching(:

its finally friday.
finally my busy darling
ends his fyp work.
after the long hard work.

went to visit him at LT7A today
his fyp presentation(:
it was pouring!
show abit of support.
hahas

we're gonna go out for dinner tonight(:

2009-03-12T17:08:00.002+08:00

jlo's presentation dint go very well.
cheerup!

tonight we're watching watchmen with kentridgeans to support yep fundraising.
hope it'll be a nice movie.

2009-03-11T19:51:00.002+08:00

today is a disgustingly unlucky day!

my big auntie visited last night and gave me a bad cramp
and woke up from my beauty sleep at 5am in the morning.
i hate cramps.

went to business at 930am to prepare for marketing presentation.
the only thing that went well today(:

no appetite for lunch so i
had a sardine sandwich for lunch that came into contact with the table
and some of the sardines went swimming in my milo.

came back to sleep.
and overslept.

rushed to bio lab
and the entire sole of my shoe came out
while i was walking up the horrible slope to lt32.

i hope my darling's day will be better tmr
good luck for fyp presentation!(: mwahs

2009-03-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

STRESSED! PULL HAIR! roar...

finally mid terms are over. yet i havent had time to rest well.

projects!projects!moreeee projects!

plus im totally stressed out just thinking of my results!

im afraid it will be below expectations!

the stupid thing is im doing so much beetter this sem

and im more stressed out.!

the better i do, the higher the expectations, the harder the fall!

stress stress stress.

think i need to stab someone and jump down the building too.

i'll definitely stab the dining hall auntie who alws refuseeeee to give more

and loves to nag "scan le mah!?? scan le mah??! ni mei you scan!!"

2009-01-02T09:06:00.003+08:00

YEAH!

Happy New Year 2009!
good start for mee(:

01Jan-- first day of the year.
darling & i met joe, daryl, deborah, cabin, benedict & siaoer at plaza sing(:
1st floor & their gfs gathering! joe and cabin was the other couple!
we were suppose to eat at the cathay, nihon mura. but it was FULL till 2pm.
so we had lunch at cafe cartel(: me & my yummy turkeyham and bacon sandwich!

siaoer wasa damn cute! she bought me a xmas present!
was quite a surprise, dint expect her to. but she's really sweet(:
bought me a bedroom slipper! THANKS er er(:

then we went over to the cathay and had ben and jerrys!!
shared a handpacked tub with cabin and me darling. YUM!
newyork chocolate fudge chunk! and raspberry yogurt.
took loads of photos and talktalktalk till the cows goo moooo(:

but we left early cause darling had to come back and rush his fyp.
so i sat on my bed and watched dramas for the rest of the night (:

today is CORS bidding !
goodluck to everyone and me!

2008-12-29T10:25:00.011+08:00

THREE MORE DAYS TO A NEW YEAR!

2009: newyear resolutions

1. murder changjie and take his brains

2. so i can get caps 5

3. share my snacks with everyone

4. so i can slim down or we will all get fat

5. all my wishes come true in 2009!

havent updated for a freakkking long time.

trainingtrainingtraining = busybusybusy = achingachingaching.

let me try to recall...

12dec

went to eat shokudo marketplace yet again! to celebrate pretty alvina's birthday(:

and more trainings thru out the week!

went to darling's house to bake gingerbreadman! (:

and that is the legendary jumping gingerbreadman!

23dec

CHRISTMAS PARTY at joycelin's house with her xmas tree that never changes every year.

so much fun! WII and FOOD! loveeee the spagetti and chicken curry as always!

24dec

CHRISTMAS EVE! hehes met my darling at city hall and window shopped at marina sq. dint know where he was bringing me to. it was suppose to be a surprise. and indeed it was (: we had christmas eve lunch buffet at marina madarin ! DAMN shiok! the amount of food in the prettiest form ever! the cute little well garnished appetizers, clams, oysters, crabs, cheese, salad, smoked salmon, olives, DESSERTS!, CAKES, CHOCOLATES, MUAYCHEE ??, ROJAK??, COOKIES, ICECREAM, chinese food, jap food, roasted duck and meat, HAM, ETC ETC. hohoho. everyone is so well dressed and carrying branded bags... scary hahas

the little tobasco bottles for oysters and clams are DAMN cute hehes

after food we went cine to watch bedtime stories! realllyyyy nice and pretty funny (: cute! happy day! even went to TCC to drink coffee and tea(: so shiok. tai tai life hohoho.

25 Dec
MERRY XMAS! (:
went for swensens lunch with darling again. yummylicious lamb chop! my fave! and sticky chewy chocolate! hohohho!

now.... i am dying of aching legs after bball training. cant wait for the new year holiday!

had breakfast on saturday morning with beatrice and amanda and jon at coffeebean(: so nice and happy to see beatrice and amanda on a sat morn. lol hopefully this sunday can be like this too(:

2008-12-16T20:55:00.002+08:00

ROARS!

joanjoan is finally feeling a little better to go for trainings.

hahas. 2days only my body all achy achy already. painpain.

havent been spending much time in hall thou actually.

darling and i will just drive to his house nearby for the night.

we're making gingerbreadman now! (:

hopefully its successful!

i miss kimkimheihei&joycejoyce already.

and i feel bad leaving mandi at hall. 3rd floor's soo empty!

but mandi has her darling for this week. hehes

2008-12-08T11:55:00.002+08:00

i always believed that each individual should be left on an isolated island.
instead of coming in to contact with other individuals.

never depend your happiness on other people.
and never be too nice.

then u won't be upset or
disappointed with any expectations that will be non existent.
you won't need to worry about how others feel about you. whether you're nice or irritating.
pretty or ugly. fun or boring. tall or short. fat or skinny. whether you deserve everything.

but is it do-able??
unless i was initiately born on that isolated island.
i doubt i will ever be able to not base my happiness on other people.

thats me.
stupid me that puts myself in the most vulnerable position ever.

2008-12-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

joanjoan has been sick for 5days already.

sobs sobs.
has been sleeping my RARE PRECIOUS holiday away!
sleep.eat.sleep.

trainings will be starting next week already!
i dont think i can take it mans. LOOK AT THE AMOUNT!
mon-fri. EVERYDAY! arghs...
& i m still sick. blehs.

but had fun going shopping and buying some xmas presents with my oldman
for my 4 other darlings (:
we had lunch at shokudo market. new outlet at heeren!
the crepe was yummy!
then we walkwalkwalk while i coughcoughcough...
and stopped for coffee at coffeeclub in kino. but the service theere sucks.
we had out coffees replaced.

but all in all -- i love shopping with my oldman!

oh. watched 'wild child' last night with weekiat yuxiang and gary!(:
i miss you all! a bunch of talkcock and vulgar army guys! but i love listening to their conversation. just like the old times. DAMN entertaining.
but as expected. they complained like mad because we watched a click flick that only i liked. LOL

hais. i better play hard tmr too. before trainings start.
but i will have to get well soon before i can go for the trainings.

2008-12-02T09:48:00.003+08:00

KUSHINBO!

yesh. i had kushinbo buffet yesterday at suntec city with joycey&her Loh. me&my Loh! (:
actually hei and JLoh has been craving for it for very long. but hei cudnt make it yesterday. sobs.

was yummylious!! ate SOOO much i feel full enough to last me for the day.breakfastlunchdinner!
sushi! sashimi! hotpot! teppanyaki! fried ebi, softshellcrab, yakitori! tarts. cakes. chocolates. choc fondue! icecream! manymany sweetdesserts! soba! etcetcetc.

i could only have one serving for each type so i can try everything.
but the 2 mr Lohs had 3 rounds of food! and bigloh still had to finish off his buffet with a nice cup of hot mocha. sooo uncle! hahas

after all the eating, went to marinasq to walk around. back to citylink and we went separate ways. came back to vivo to buy our hp accersory!! DAMN CUTE! we chose for like a million years before we settled on an ahgong&ahMa glass-looking figurine(: and we both had 'J' s on our strappy thing. LALALA sooo happy! then had some drinks at seah im before heading back to hall.

tiredd...fell aslp while watching dvds. blehhs.

now, here i m rotting in my room while he is at lab. blehs.

~BEANIE!
are u still in lounge?? hahas i can come and peii uuuu(: damn bored... but guess iwill distract you. hahas:P

2008-11-29T22:26:00.002+08:00

YESH AH!
exams are finally over!
freeeeeeed

had my last two paper today.
discrete structures & general bio.
discrete was quite horrible. its alot of proving and more proving.
guess i wun do well at all for this module. cudn't finish reading my notes.
slept late and wokeup at 6 to read again but still cudnt finish. felt abit sick):
the funny thing was i had so much time during the exam cause i dun really know how to do that i actually read thru some of the lectures that i dint go thru so i can attempt the question. LOL

gen bio was alright. finished with quite some time to spare.
not very confident of a good grade. but average will do. hahas

after exams. waited for the bus for AGES.
then came the new shuttle bus to the *new west coast plaza.
so we hopped on, since exams are OVER! hahas randomness.
thats LOADS of yummylicious food there! gotta jio people to go next time.
but its still new so very lil shops.

lalala. i m finally back home now.
super duper bored.
upset joanjoan):

2008-11-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

tired & motionless cat.

yeah. thats me.
DAMN tired! today is finally coming to an end.
great. i slept really lil last night trying to finish reading programming.
woke up at ard 740am. had breakfast and rushed off to MPSH 1A for my first paper.

CS1101C programming methology.
the mmt i saw the front cover i stunned.
10mcqs(expected), 3 short answers(expected) -->
Q1 10marks
Q2 20marks
** Q3 FIFTY MARKS?! out of a hundred!
it took like like more than 1/2 the amount of pages!
a crazy lum of words! and foreign language.

but at least the mcq and the other qnses went well(:
so heck lah hehes

after my paper, i actually went to the central lib to study...
**NEW** experience.
had lunch at the cafe near co-op.
don't go. its extremely normal. hahas.
i actually studies all the way till my next paper at 5pm.

MATHS 1505.
had to rush out my help sheet to bring in to exam,
& i started real late ):
by the time finished i'm almost late for exam && SUPER DUPER drained.

thankgod jloh took bus to MPSH with me.
else i wouldn't have walked sooo fast to be on time
& remember which bus stop to stop & even how to get to MPSH 5.
phew.
thankew darling! (: love u deepdeep

was way too tired to endure 2hrs of maths.
by 6pm i was on the verge of giving due to an aching back & neck & a hungry stomach.
sobs sobs.

FINALLY, hall sweet hall (:
yay!
2 down and 2 more to go on saturday.

& joycelin has finally came back! from perth!
cant wait to meet her this week. & i miss kimkim(: gdluck for ur remaining exams!
heihei is evil. she met joycelin 3 times already including tmr, & joyce only came back yst...
i yam stuck here studying. SOBS

hopefully i will have time after exams to meet up more often with em.
&& the thought of staying sooo far away from everywhere makes me sooo lazy. . .

yawns

2008-11-24T13:14:00.003+08:00

*Renee*
dun worry if its horrible cause i bet everyone else's exams are horrible too(:
then the bell curve will look like the nicest curve u've ever seen!:D anws. i working at munchie's yeah, but rarely hahas! too lazy! i am destined to stay poor for the rest of my life... sobs ): at least u are earning$$ thru ur onlineshop. whens the next batch coming out mans! meanwhile studyhard!

*STACEY!*
since when theres a spaghetti at the back?! it doesnt rhyme!

*johnny*
hotcakes are horriblyplain! its just sweet. MCGRIDDLES are NICER! hpmhs. u should try it!

*MANDI!*
i yam in the lib mugging for my maths paper later. sobs. cant wsait for the day to end! roars. then we can start studying for gen.bio tgt. LOL he moans&groans for the double cheesburger instead of his wonderful gf!such a pigg...anws my paper was actually do-able just now(: MWAHS!don't forget to have lunch.joanjoan not there to eat with u. sobs

2008-11-21T13:37:00.006+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA!
bow to PRINCESS JOAN.
FINALLY had MCGRIDDLES for breakfast!
yummylicious!

went to west coast Macs after JLoh rushed back from lab early.
had mcgriddles sausage and egg and mocha frappe! heeeaveeennnllyyyy. *muacks!
feel the morning breeze at the park, the air con at macs and the warm tingling feeling of the sunlight coming thru the windows.& listen to my fave xmas songs playing.
it feels like SUNDAY! (:

better still.
i felt sleepy after eating macs.
so we came back and i fell asleep while i enjoy the most comfortable massage ever by mr Loh.

i yam the happiest, most fortunate pigg EVER! muhahaha!

one more thing...
i never knew a cheapo 2 bucks takeaway double cheeseburger can taste SOOOOoooOO GOOD after 1min in the microwave (toaster died-ed on me)!!!!!!
TRY IT! :D yesh u MUST!

oh and theres this new promo thingy.
macs decided to help everyone grow fat and obese.
so they came up with mega burgers! the mega mac has like 4layers of meat.
BUT. the best is mega mcspicy! don't every miss the dear old mcspicy double?!!
i misssssyooouuuu mcspicy double!. i love it separated! one in the burger and one out of the burger. WOOTS!
must try!. apparently the chicken is SUPER THICK.

joan is a pig today.

**STACE!
omg. hahahas dint expect to hear from u at all.
and yesh. my last paper is on 29th. JUST AS LONG AS u REMEMBER to ask me out
i will gladly tell you the LONG story hahahahas!
goodluck for ur exams!(: i miss you! really!
ur stupid silly voice saying joanie woanie macaroni.... -.-

**mandi is a spamer.
spamer.spamer.spamer.spamer.
hows the apple pie?? maybeh anything from westcoast macs is ultimate!
seriously the doublecheese burger is a STUNNER.! lol dint u hear JLoh's misleading groans just now?? -.-

2008-11-20T11:59:00.004+08:00

*EMERGENCY
this idiot is currently hiding in australia.
and will be invading singapore soon. do keep a look out for any suspicious creature!

~~SIIIAANNNGGGGMUUUIIII!
buuu yaaaooo!
must remember to dabian and niao niao!
if not u will be full of shittt!
LOL and worms will growwww.
*shakehead!

2008-11-20T02:17:00.003+08:00

blehs. i can feel the cat's pain. sobs
i wanna jump down a toilet bowl and get flushed away too.!

then i wun need to study evil maths, foreign programming and confusing discrete structures.
and not cry my eyes out.
**dropping out....

--siangmui!
i thought u forgot about ur puikun le! SOBS u better come back soon! if not pui kun's gonna jump in to the toilet bowl and drownnnnnnnn! i am sooo screwed!

2008-11-17T14:17:00.001+08:00

this is what we do when we are suppose to be studying...

2008-11-17T12:24:00.000+08:00

EVIL PEOPLE!
no1. on the list --> married to 6th floor
no2. on the list --> disappear-ed
no3. on the list --> AT HOME!
no4. on the list --> on another planet
no5. on the list --> hid at home after cutting her hair

these people left poor joan all lonely in her room on 3rd floor.
sobs sobs. heart pain. shattered...

i am left alone to FIGHT and battle the deadly monster named exams with my one and only jie mei!

cabin sng wee long the SEXY and PRETTY!

HAHAS exams killed my brains. i am going MAD!
stayed in hall the whole weekend to mugg while my family went KL. sobs
worse still... it wasnt THAT productive.
just eat, sleep and eat and sleep.
SUPER DUPER sleepy... yawns.
saturday night we ordered PIZZA(: and went to makan at the rooftop.
sunday morning me and Jloh went for prata breakfast at fongsheng(:

backtrack...

FRIDAY night!
MADAGASCAR MARATHON!
IT WAS AWESOME! DAMN FUNNY AND CUTE!
madagascar 1 was alright.
but madagascar2 CANNOT BE MISSED!
there was free flow popcorn and drinks too HEHE
after the movie we had unagi porridge and mango dessert at xinwang hk cafe(:

clearly shows i wasn't really studying...
SCREAMS

2008-11-12T18:24:00.000+08:00

isn't it CUTE! (:
hehes TIGER!

hmms. but i really feel like a tigeress on the loose...

really really bad tempered recently. all because of STUDIES!

remembered people used to say that i've transformed from a tigeress to a cat cause my temper in the past was 200% worse than how it is now. LOL **memories...

but i really feel bad this time for throwing tantrum all the time at J loh.

i really cant understand my work):

no matter how much i study the same set of notes,

it seems fruitless. i just don't know how to tackle the questions.

SOBS

then i will either throw abit of a tantrum or i will become miss ice queen and not talk at all.

cause i have no energy to move my big mouth anymore. HAHAS

had my programming practical exam yesterday at 10am.

i stared at the question HARD while i hear sounds of tapping on the keyboard.

** FURIOUSLY**

in the end i just make desperate moves and

typed in some random simple codes that i will never obtain marks for.

thankgodness i hear many girls whinning after the test :P

but i was feeling so lifeless i dragged myself back to hall in the longest time ever

and quietly sneaked in to my room.

dint talk for 2hours before energy restored and went for lunch at hollandV with my sweetest bf who wanted to cheer me up.

crystaljade dimsum(: (:

lalala. happy cat! i love dim sum!

2008-11-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

let me tell you SERCET.
...computerengineeringsucksbigtime...

don't tell anyone who doesn't know okays??

i'm gonna puke blood soon,
then jump down the building &
land on my prof's car so he will be traumatised for life.

i am currently appealing for a change of faculty to arts and socialscience.
if its successful i will consider to let my prof off. (i am sure someone else will finish him off)
i dont understand whatever i am studying and i dunno how to do the stupid questions!

give up and drop school so i can go shatec and be my pastry chef!
ROAR! call me chef joan!
if only my parents....
hais.

BUT other then the damn school life.
i am a happy girl (: (:
and i am going to watch MADAGASCAR 1&2 (marathon) this coming friday!
but i have programming practical exam on wednesday...dont bother wishing my luck.
no use. sobs

--my happiness --

2008-10-21T15:48:00.000+08:00

yay! i bought new clothes from an online shop.
and i only just realised that its my friend's own lil business (:
quite pretty. support support!
http://zigzagzey.livejournal.com/

i really need to pamper myself more.
thats where the clothes come in to the picture.
so damn tired since last week i cant seem to feel better anymore.

vicious cycle.
i need a week holiday or go in to hiding.
even after eating botak jones for lunch today i still feel so tired and cant stop sighing.
many many many many things to do this week! ROAR

ohyesh. i have work from 6-10pm today too...
really wanna hide away mans.

hei hei.
i miss you. ur joan joan is not happy cat anymore.
hope you're not killing yourself with comp engine at ntu too.
i miss playing ball with you all.
sad.that give up so much time with my best team mates for bf.
totally know how u feel now

2008-10-20T10:51:00.001+08:00

ROARS!

hahas yesh. i changed it again.
new start! i need a good start.

one more month to my exams.
im going crazy. 2exams per day--24th & 29th.
ROAR!

and i havent started studying.
too tired from everything i just feel like slacking badly.
i can fall aslp almost immediately if i have any time to stone.
no motivation to study mans!
all my notes seem like foriegn ailenated materials to me.LOL

there are times when i am so tired that i really wanna hide in my room
and avoid any form of human contact. esp huge crowds!
sighs
once in awhile
just cuddle in my room and watch hongkong dramas
hahas! i just snatched one from my mum. damn nice!
unfortunately...i need to study. so i will probably take VERY long to finish watching again...

i need to diet too...
FAT SHIT! lalala

CANT WAIT FOR HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! (:
i must book the tickets and watch it with my beloved mistresses.
we're all getting soo busy theres very lil time for HTHT and hankypanky-ing:P